Love Yourself First To Get Love From Another

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 Love Yourself First To Get Love From Another

I have deceived myself more than deceiving another person. I have tortured my heart to prove that I am strongest woman to the surrounding. I have displayed fake smile on my face to convey my families that their sibling is moving on peacefully with life. I have dumped the truest self within me and exhibited only the character that society wanted to see. I could not express the real feelings not even to myself. I couldn’t express my love even though love in me is bursting inside. I did not have right to love another. I had to cover up myself every time as if I don’t care anymore. More than anyone, I cared the person I loved the most but I had to pretend that I do not care about another person.

I am a woman who could not love me; I could not accept for what I look like but expected a real love from people around me. I despised myself for being born in poor family when I was a child; I condemned my blackened appearance  to the creator when I was growing up as girl, I detested my course of living when I could not pave the best version of professional life.  I could not acknowledge the way I was born and the succession of life I had been experiencing. I found only embarrassments in my existence.  I have encountered insecurities with my dark physical presentation. I was completely submerged in mystifying world. I did not see light approaching my eye sight. I wanted to escape from this universe so badly. I did not get the real purpose of my birth. I was completely drowned in the negative world because I gave this negativity to myself because of the rules and regulations set by the society. Once I realized that I should start living for myself rather than living for the society. I wanted to love all by myself at least for one time. I wanted to praise myself for my little goodness. 

If someone does not see good things in you, you should start seeing these good things yourself. If no one is there to appreciate your existence, there is one person who can genuinely love and appreciate yourself. If no one likes your face, there is one person who cannot deny liking yourself. If no one praises you, there is one person who can praise you whole heartedly. If no one believes in your talent, there is one person who can trust you blindly. That person is not other than yourself. No one can love you like you can love yourself. There is a real miracle in loving yourself, there is a true confidence in appreciating yourself. There is authenticity in your dreams when you believe in your God-given potential. LOVE YOURSELF FIRST ALWAYS. 

     -Aprihensle Kimum

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