One Time Where Everyone Feels That You Will Not Survive After Betrayal.

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 One Time Where Everyone Feels That You Will Not Survive After Betrayal.

"What did you get by destroying me completely?

Did you get winning trophy for destroying me completely? Did you become famous by spoiling my image and dignity? Did you get satisfaction for tearing my heart into pieces? Did you get peace after disturbing my peace? Did you get everything you wanted in life by making me into pieces which cannot be even repaired back? I didn’t know what you really got from sending me into hell? I expected lot of new beginning from this new place. And I found you who could understand me emotionally, who could know me more than anyone else I had encountered in life.


You have opened me to a new world of standing up and knowing oneself as happier than being afraid of society. I walked on the path you had shown me. I wished everyday to continue as I found a peace in that path. By any means I never wanted to turn back from that path instead I wanted to try harder. Even if it becomes breathless for me to walk that way but all you had led me was towards hell. I was so  engrossed  in your kindness that I didn’t notice that your smile was a source of evil. I didn't notice the darkness enrapturing my future. By the time I had realized that you had been just a evil, I had already reached to a destination you had led me and here the place I found was ‘ HELLISH LOVE’ where I could not  see even my own shadow but just an incurable pain in my heart. I felt my heart beat racing faster than normal beating,  my whole body shivering and not being stable.


 I tried searching you around me but I could find even your foot prints in that place. Even if I had eyes with superb clarity, I couldn’t see even your shadow there. Even with so much of concentration in listening; I couldn’t hear even a sound of your guitar. I was left alone in ‘HELLISH LOVE’ where every eyes started staring at me with big circle of eyes, every mouth started to growl at me that you came to a wrong place. I couldn’t shed my tears openly though it was forcing to come out from door of my eyes. 


I couldn’t scream even though  my mouth wanted to shout at them. All I could do was cover myself with my two little hands and save from those scary eyes. I could not  escape from this ‘HELLISH LOVE’ I couldn’t find the exit; I am trapped in this hell. Get me out from here, get me out from, get me out from here. I am dying of suffocation, I cannot even breathe properly, I cannot even scream and ask for help, get me out from here. I don’t want to die in this ‘HELLISH LOVE’, I want  to die in a place where I can feel no love anymore. I want to die in a place where I can feel no pain in my heart. I want to die peacefully".


This momentary pain shall pass if your moments of blissfulness had passed. When you are happy with your man, you thought that charismatic moments are just an eternal but it did not last as you thought of when night of darkness had entered your life. If taste of sweetness gets erased so easily,  remember even the taste of bitterness will also disappear.Every Ending Is a New Beginning Only If You Want To Start All Over Again. No One Dies From an Unbeatable Momentary Pain of Love. Everyone survives. You Be That Survivor!!!


©WordShelf

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