Hidden Love Is Sweet Yet Unbearable at Times.

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Hidden Love Is Sweet Yet Unbearable at Times.

How should I tell you an uncontrollable words of my heart when it doesn't understand itself of what words I want to convey you. My heart is filled with unlimited love but how can I make you listen the soulful tune of my love? I know there is no morality in my feelings for you but I didn't love you with sets of conditions. I had just fallen for you but I don't know when did I start admiring you,  I don't know when did you become my possession. I don't know what good qualities you have that makes me think of you all the time.

If love has norms to follow, I would search the tips for it. If love is embedded with morality, I would try to console my heart to be morale. If falling in love has methods,  I would follow that methods to be ethical. But, when I had fallen for you, I didn't find any norms and values. I had just fallen over you. I am just helpless but my heart if hopeful that you will understand me one day. If falling in love is that easy but if known that getting the love in return is that difficult, I would have never thought of falling over you.

I find everything around me just blissful and serenity as it is filled with fragrance of love. I can see your face clearly even with my closed eyes. I can see you smiling at me even in the darkest world. Your beautiful image always encircles my mind.My ears are surrounded by sounds of laughter of happiness. My eyes are only focused on colorful sights. My heart is soaked in softness of your love. I didn't know the sweetness of feelings of love before I met you. I didn't know that love can be really miraculous before I met you. You are my guardian angel that lights my soul with tranquility.

Though your imaginary figure keeps me warm yet it makes me restless always because I can't let you know that you are world me. Even though you are world to me yet I can't even tell you that I want to be your friend. "Love is powerful " the Anonymous says but to me Love is powerless. Sometimes, I wish I am made of glass. So,  that you can see my heart which is filled with you. Sometimes, I hope, you understand my feelings without even uttering. But without confession, I know I can never let you know of what you mean to me. It is painful to see you owning by another, it is breaking my heart to see you happy with another, it is unbearable to see you holding your hand with another but I will let you go. I will love you forever but will never let you know that "You Are World to Me."

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